I'm in a relationship and hate confrontation. I feel so forced into it, this current partner of mine reminds me so much of my first love, yet they are much more…childish. I feel like I can't do it without them (I took a break from them for a few months and it wasn't easy) yet at the same time, this person along with my "best friend" are so pushy on a "cute relationship". I don't like the idea of hurting anyone in anyway, I've grown to fear myself because I can be brutally honest. It's only been a year, and my partner is already talking about marriage and a family, moving in together (we're still in high school), all because she wants to live the dream of marrying her high-school sweetheart. I've never been good with relationships, or friendships for that matter, and have been steadily going along with how they feel. I love them, at least I think I do…but I don't see them in my future. I don't want to hurt them either. My "bff" is forcing me to a school dance, and trying to find a way for my partner to go too because "I want you two together cause it would be cute." And my partner asked me to go to prom with them later on this year too (which I get but still). What should I do? I don't have the guts to bring any of this up to any of my friends, and if I so much as mention this to either my partner or my "bestie", I'm a bad person. It sounds so toxic, and I'm a person that knows about toxic relationships/friendships first hand. But what should I do?