Almost a month ago when we both decided to go on our own separate way. I'm still healing but I can say I'm getting better. Every now and then I think about him and it can't be help. No one knows what I'm going through. I am happy and all smiley outside yet inside I'm so sad and dying. I loved him! I loved him with all my heart and it hurts so much.
I know I have to keep moving on. I know things are going to get better. I know this is a part of life. I will get better. I need to find myself again, it's gonna be awhile but I know I will find me. I know, I will laugh about this someday. I forgive him.