who knew I would feel like this after only two months of talking. Its crazy bc I really thought he was different but turns out he's just like the rest. I really liked his company and vibe. he was a funny and fun person to be around. I feel like I have this empty space that needs to be filled BY HIM. maybe I fall to quick I don't know. I just cant stopped thinking about him. its like an image keeps replaying in my mind. it makes me feel so incomplete. I feel so empty and lost in my feelings. he says he care but I think otherwise. I never thought he would just ruin me like this. I guess that's what I get for trying to visualize who he was or who I wanted him to be. I really trusted him. I just don't know what to do or how to feel anymore. I feel so numb to everything but him. I just want to get a text from him saying that he's sorry or something.