i hate you so much you make me so angry but at the same time i can't help but be close to you just to have you anywhere near me makes my heart skip so many beats to hear your voice like rainwater in the amazon your like a f***ing burnt marshmellow hard outside but soft inside and not to mention that you act like a f***ing maniac sometimes and thats why i love you i love you so much that it hurts because i know that you probably don't feel the same way but if i could just at least touch your lips once just once it would make me the happiest person in the world you and me have been through so much s*** together as "friends" but i know there is only one thing that could be worse than hearing that you don't love me and that's hearing that you don't want to be my friend FFS IM IN LOVE