I haven't written here in ages, because what I was writing about, I thought I delt with, but the feeling came back when I realised I am more than just a person in your life, I play an important role in your life, you, you find little ways to make me feel those feelings I thought were gone, long gone, but then you put your arm around me and introduced me to one of your friends, you also put your hand on my shoulder to indicate that you wanted me to come with you somewhere, just me and you, and I know these things seem like things a friend would do, not if it doesn't do it to ANY of its other friends, only me, and then on the last day of school, it said my name in a sad voice and said "I won't see you for ages" in a sad voice may I remind you, and put its arms out maybe for a hug, but me being the socially awkward twat I am, didn't realise that at the time and said "I know" also in a sad voice, but, what makes me more confused is it's bi, and I don't know how it works, see i don't know if it likes the same sex at the same time or at different times, since I'm not bi, I don't understand how confused it is, but all I need to know is if you will like me, ever liked me, or likes me, because the more things you do the more confused I am