Do you know when you meet someone? And you and them get along so well, perfect for each other…?
But you both you won’t be able to keep up the long distance up forever?
But he’s too old to wait for me with marriage and kids and so on…
And I’m too young to just leave everything I have here to come to him…
And it breaks my heart when I think about this even though I am truly happy being with him now… And we even met up one time and and and I loved it. He loved it. Happiest week of my life. I swear…
and then I realise… I will never meet anyone like him again. He’s the most remarkable man I’ve ever met. I wish I could hate him so it would be easier to move on… but I just can’t because he’s never harmed or hurt me…
I’m just in so much pain