I only hate her because he loves her so much and i know that i can never give him what she did. One day he's gonna leave me for her and that's ok. He deserves to be happy. And if she's the one that makes him happy then so be it. I know that i'm falling way too fast for a guy that has already admitted that he's gonna hurt me and i don't know why i want him to love me so much.
this boys gonna ruin my life and im 100% okay with it. He's the first guy that i'm holding on to for a reason that i don't know how to explain. This boy is dangerous and we both know it. He's not the right guy and as much as i hate to admit it, i'd rather be hurt by him 1000 times then to be loved by someone else because i know that before he hurts me, he's going to make me the happiest girl alive. In 5 years from now im gonna look back and not remember his name. I put myself in these situations. And each and every time i regret it.