I 'love' him, he just gets on with me too well, we love the same things, cringe at the same things, laugh at the same things, but I can't hide the fact that I have real feelings for him, and I just can't imagine what I'd be doing to our friendship if he knew, I think he already does, but if he does he does a bloody good way of hiding it, other than me, which I just blush, blame it on the weather, laugh to hard, I coughed, fell embarrassingly, trpped me up, idk why I make these excuses, if they aren't necessary for me to make them, but maybe that's just it, maybe that's why we aren't together, because we get along to good, not a couples like the same things, friends get along because they like the same things, but couples like the other person for their personality, and uniqueness about he person, so let me tell you, that I do wish all the best for my relationship with him, but if it means letting him go, I'd rather be good friends than a couple……. sadly.