this guy I’m seeing, for the second time around, is sending me mixed signals and I’m so confused to what the relationship is and I need to talk about it, not through texting but actually talk to him, but he’s always busy it seems or he just doesn’t want to find time for me. Anyway, I feel like I’m being choked because I can’t utter the things that’s on my mind that need to be expressed and I’m so sad about the way things are and confused to tears about how different he is in person than through text and scared that he just doesn’t care. We each got a bunch of exams to prepare for and whatnot but still. There should always be time if one is expressing a need to se the other person. My chest and heart hurts. I’m not asking a lot I just need to get things off my chest, concerns and the like. I want it to work. I really do. I don’t want to lose him. But I don’t know how to deal with this without repressing my own emotions.