I'm depressed. i'm shaking. i had a dream. to help others. i'm young tho. i'm about to be 12. people think we are just kids. but some of us has scared parts. i'm sad because…. i want to make people happy. but i can't. i try a lot. i do it some time. but i notice most of the time i'm sad. is it a willing sacrifice. i can't tell anyone how i feel. therapy cost money. friends won't understand…. i thought i had someone. who made me "happy". but …. she doesn't help. i need advice. any. plus i need to ask you a question. should i stay in my relationg with the girl who makes me "happy" or should i leave. please