To the guy I love, I didn't think this was actually love. I have been just thinking it was a crush but now I really think that I am falling in love with you. Everything about you is so amazing, you always make me smile whenever we text or when I hear your voice. I hardly know you which is the issue and you said you don't want to date, but you said you like me so call me confused. You were the first guy to give me flowers on valentines day, which means a lot. I liked you for a while but I remember the first day we actually talked was the first day I realized how much that I liked you. You know the weird thing is I hardly dream, but last night I had a dream of you and I really wish this dream came true because I wish there was an us. I wish you talked to me more in person because I enjoy talking to you but instead I feel like your embarrassed of me which confuses me. The most confusing thing is that you said you liked me and you want to date me but then two days later you said you no longer wanted to date me, which I don't understand. Why say that in the first place what did you gain for it. I don't understand why I'm falling in love with you.