I just found out that the guy I liked was so not what I thought he was. He was pretending for 8 freakin' years to be a really nice and trustworthy friend when all he wanted to do was to play with me. I honestly liked him so much and cared for him as a friend and even more. I confessed to him, even
after knowing that I fell hard for him, he still dared to pretend. He dared to say that he cared for me and that he liked me when he took my serious confession as a joke and he went around spilling everything about me which he promised not to tell anyone to his friends. He was laughing about my personal stuff with them. He also said really disrespectful things to them like in how he just wanted to use me. When I confronted him about these things, he continued to lie. He wouldn't admit that he said all those things when I had clear proof. He kept telling me that he liked me and cared for me and that he couldn't imagine a life without me. I just felt like picking him up and throwing him off a cliff. He's a f***ing a******! I was a fool for trusting him! Who the hell did I fall in love with?!