I hope that one day I can find someone that will understand me. someone that will notice that when I say that I'm fine I'm really not and that I'm constantly worrying about everything. and someone who can tell me the things I nned to hear. And someone I can be with forever. My family has a way of breaking up. Things will start of good but then they will just go crashing down into an endless pit of doom it has happened for many generations and I am just praying that it won't happen to me