I've had a small, humble birthday and that doesn't bother me, my family were kind and threw a small party, bought thoughtful gifts and a cake and I'm very grateful, but I didn't have a single friend to share the day with and I can live with that. I received very few happy birthday wishes on Facebook and that doesn't really bother me either, I like birthday wishes but it's not the end of the world.
What bothers me is my ex, (who I still love) always messages me for my birthday and I hers and that's what I look forward to and that is what makes the day special. She's wonderful and just talking to her for a little while makes everything better, she was going to be a silver lining on an otherwise dull day as far as birthday's go. Thing is she never bothered to wish me a Happy Birthday.
I miss her so bad.
Am I not worth your time?
R.S.