I loved you I truly did. You may not believe me when I say this but I broke my own heart while breaking yours. I didn't mean for things to go the way they did. I thought I meant every I love you and every forever I ever said. I thought for sure I would keep all those promises that I would never leave or hurt you. I never wanted to be that person that hurt you especially when it was me who made you happy. This may mean nothing to you but I am sorry. I'm sorry for the way I made you feel, for all those promises I broke, and the forever I ended so soon. I see that you have moved on and that makes me happy. Happiness is all I ever wanted for you. But trust me when I say I couldn't make you happy not when my heart was somewhere else. I couldn't go on knowing my love for you wasn't what it was suppose to be or what you needed. I didn't love you how you loved me and I just couldn't lead you on any longer knowing this wasn't where I wanted to be. I didn't see the future you saw. And I know you were anger and sad and heartbroken when I walked away. I heard from everyone how I hurt you and that hurt me. But I know I did what was right when I left. I know it was selfess hurting you so that I could be happy somewhere else with someone else but trust me when I was say I was considering your happiness too. I want you to find someone who could match your love. Someone who loves you unconditionally and would never doubt their love for you. I hope you understand this and you don't see me as the girl who broke your heart but instead as the girl who gave you a chance at a better love. -H.A.B