An open letter for the guy I love who also loves someone else. It takes me 3 long years to realize that I love you.And the sad thing is that, you already fell for someone. I thought it will just go away but day by day, my feelings for you grew deeper.I don't know how it started, but I suddenly got hurt when I saw you with her. But I knew it from the start that I have no room in your heart. And that's why I keep it a secret. But then you also knew what I feel. And what I hate the most is you continue showing sweet actions to me. You continue to show me that you care. And it will always be your fault, because you know that I love you, and you know that you love some one but then you let yourself fall for me. I felt happy when you said that you love me too, but scared and sad thinking that you love her the most. you keep saying that you'll let her go. But it's too obvious, that who you really want was her and not me. Maybe you just fell for me because of the time we spent together, but never on how much you knew me. And maybe you're thinking that I didn't love you so much because I let you choose her between me. Those moments we had was the best days of my life. I will treasure it as long as I can. I love you, but it does not mean I want you to stay in my life. I love you to the point I want you to be happy, without me. But always remember when I found myself, when I know what I really want, and when everything is stable as it is and when I still feel the same for you. I will do anything to be with you, until you realize that I am the one you needed or until I hear the right words from you which is to stay or to stop.