I can’t take it anymore. It’s so anoying. Why do my friend see only bad things that I do to them? Why can’t they see how much I try for them. Why? My friend see’s only when I can’t come some where too meet her. She see’s only how I mess up everything. Why doesn’t she see how I try to change so she could like it. I care only about my friend my other friend’s are the same. I don’t feel to try to be friends with her anymore. I can’t tell her any of things I’m woried about, because she doesn’t care. But when something bad happens to her she comes crying to me. Why does she act like this?! I have problems by myself. I just can’t live like that anymore. I feel deppresed, I feel lonely. I feel like I don’t belong anywhere… Maybe I should commit suicide?..