i really dont know whats happening to me, i just hate myself. Why do i feel jealous coz two of my best friends are going on a date?? i should be happy for them, and i am. But i am jealous, a bit jealous. I dont want to be. I feel like i will never find someone. And i just cant believe they found someone just like them, really they are so much alike i envy that relationship. I have never ever seen a couple in my life like them. I just cant believe it. I really want this feeling of jealousy to go away 🙁 i want to be really happy for them