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GOSH!

I’m a 15 year old girl and right now i live with my mom, step-dad, and brother. I love them dearly and everything was fine and dandy. But then My real father has to come into my live at the age 13 in a half! Says he wants a relationship with his daughter. Ha! Did i forget to mention that he has 9 other kids. Yes, 10 kids all together, but not with the same women. (Thank God) I’m the oldest and i want to get a tattoo of my 3 best friends whom are not here anymore. (IF you get wat im talking about) Well i have the money and my step-dad (who i call dad) has a good friend whom does tattoos and is freaking G.R.E.A.T. at it… but now because i put it on facebook that i might get one. Now my Father (F***ing sperm-doner) when i go to his house is all like “i have 5 different people chewing my ear off about you getting a tattoo at the age of 15…blah!..Blah!..BLAH! I’m just like wow so now you care about what i do? What about when i was 12 and lost my Best F***ing Friend?! where you there? NO! I didn’t think so. Where you there when i wanted to learn who to play football?! or skateboard?! Nope of course you weren’t! Now all of a sudden you want to be my friend? Now you want to be my “dad?” Well Guess what i say to that! F*** YOU! i can honestly care less what people thought of me getting a tat at the f***ing age of 15. BIG F***ING DEAL! there are freshmen at my school that have like 3-7 tattoos on there body and they are younger then me! Your telling me that the school will press charges because it considered “Child Abuse?” Yea Right! Just because you were f***ing dumb enought to put you Ex. Girlfriends names on your arm doesn’t mean a f***ing thing! ASSWHOLE!! And when i changed my look,, Dying my hair, doing my makeup differently, hanging with the skater boys from the skatepark all of a sudden you “can’t believe what kind of girl i became” What is that? It’s not like im sleeping with them. I’m still a perfect flower! I just rather hang with guys then with girls because with girls theres just way too much drama! But yet you basicly call me a emo slut! I just wish that the court didnt make me see you! I wish you would have just stayed out of my life! Yes i wouldnt have met my wonderful little sister and brothers but i would have found them some way or another 🙁 I cant believe you!!!!!!!

P.S.
Sorry for the cussing but i just have a lot on my mind and this really got me mad. My great aunt just died and my first boyfriend that i ever had shot himself and died just a couple weeks agoso my head is really spinning.

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