you were my first love and maybe not my last, but i love you like a fully lit rainbow and your smile brightens up my day, i fake a smile and my friends believe it sickens me that my friends cant see through me and say i know your not ok but i wanna run my own race i dont want pitty i can and will get through it alone give me time and i will be fine.Fine. I prefer to be alone.Run my own race. Be my own person. Fight alone i will be who i am. I dont care if im stodd there with a army or if im stood alone as long as i know im ready to fight im ready for the up coming war i can do this i will fight untill my last punch. i will fight i will survive. My broken heart will mend. My broken soul will defend. Me. I am me. You broke me yet i still fight.You give me every reason to not love you but i fall in love all over again each day. I wish I could stop the pain. This pains un real. Why do I still love you?