I keep hoping for everything to get better, but it doesn’t. When one little things goes right a thousand things go wrong and i just can’t handle it. Everytime there’s a smile on my face, i just know something is gonna go wrong and i fear that all the time. I can’t run away from it, i can’t do anything, except go through every bad thing that comes along!! It’s like i’m cursed with bad stuff! My problems, not only they get worse, it just keeps adding up!! I just can’t handle life anymore!!!