you are my first love, and I don’t know why I’m so worried that I’m going to lose you, I get paranoid and afraid but you just seem so sure of yourself and ready for the world without me in it, i just dont want you to leave me behind, please dont leave me behind 🙁 i feel like maybe ive lost some of myself along the way and im no longer the person you used to love. i can feel you slipping away and i dont know how i can save us this time