why i am so confused, i don’t understand or i don’t want to understand that you are with him and not me. i always saw feelings for me in your eyes or it was just hallucinations of mine. Don’t know that. But one thing i know for sure that i like you very much and i want to be with you, i want to know you and i want you to know me. Why ? i don’t know. whenever i see both of you it kills me. i can’t think of anything else. i pray to god to give me the strength to find the best for us. Love you !! Miss you!!