I feel empty and sad. But I don’t know why.
I find my life is tiresome and color-less,
Yet find the world astounding and beautiful.
I can’t see anything in my future,
but I know I have skills that surpass others.
I don’t want to live this life,
nor this ordinary happiness,
but I know that I am lucky.
I want to share my pain with others,
but can’t seem to utter a word to my friends.
I want to cry but I can’t shed my tears.
I feel so tired and drained,
and still don’t know why I feel so.