I have recently just felt like I have given up on me. I dont go out anywhere, even with family. I just feel overweight and just like I have step out of life. You wouldnt think it to see me cause I fix myself up enough to fake everyday. Please dont get me wrong I love my daughters but I just feel like there is something I am missing. I watch alot of tv and I live through there lives and not my own. I dont know why but I really feel like less than, I wish I couldnt tap back into me and how I use to be.