I am being bullied by kids in school. They say I talk gay. Everybody says ‘oh, secondary school is great, oh yeah, amazing!’ but I feel like killing myself. People say I have a writing talent but I don’t believe them. My sister is 19, pregnant and smokes and drinks alcohol every night. I feel empty…Hollow. I cry each day before school and dread the end of summer. I do not deserve to live. I’m ugly, crap, nothing. I hate life already and I’m only 12.