My Love,
I hate it when im so upset with you, and I cant tell you how I feel because I dont want to make you feel guilty. I know you try to make me happy, and you do. Its just the little things that hit me the most. I am not good at sharing my feelings and when i do they come out all wrong. I just with i could tell you how I feel. Right now I sit here crying, because you are doing something I dont agree with. I try to understand that we come from different backgrounds and families. It is just so hard to look the other way as you sit there doing what I dislike most.
I really wish you would just stop, but I dont want to hold you back from living your life to the fullest, the way you wish to live it. So I am letting you hurt me, I’ll just put on a happy face to cover up these tears. Just be safe my love, I cant imagine life with out you. Living so far away from you is really hard on me, and i try not to show it. Trying to be strong isnt always the easiest thing to do. I am trusting you to be honest and true. I will see you soon I hope.
Love,
Me