i am so lost in life. I have always been a great student and soccer player. Everyone has always told me that I have everything going for me in life. I have always tried to please other people because I felt like i didn’t know what I wanted. I still don’t know what i want. And now, college is coming around the corner and I am getting a lot of scholarships offers to schools but I don’t know what to do. There is one school in particular that people have told me is THE school to go to and if I had the chance to go there i should take it and I have always agreed. I never knew what i wanted so I just said I would go there and now i have a chance to but I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO! I dont know what i want! and i have tired to take quizes and read entries on college but im still lost. i seriously am so confused and scared and really upset because i thought that i would just be happy with the school but im not getting that feeling. im scared to pass up the oppurtunity because once i do, it is gone. i have no idea what to major in, location of a college or anything. I feel like no one understands how i feel, i dont think I understand how I feel. I just wish it was like a lightbulb went off in my head and I knew. I have such a great oppurtunity to go ANYWHERE but i feel like im wasting it. i dont no, im so lost in life. i just go through the motions, get the grades, do well in sports, no big deal and now i feel like i dont even know myself.