I met a new girl that i love alot … and i think i deserve her … i have had depression since 8 years…now i am coming out of it … but i have erection problems because of depression…so i can’t talk to her right now…i am afraid by the time i get out she is taken…i have a cpa exam and i am not doing well on study…i am trying to maturing my persoanlity but i can’t … i don’t have enthauism to life…i also feel bad because without depression i would have had been a much better person …..i have problems regarding faith….i have a good friends but also without depression i could have had more and more…and would be happier and more successful person…i have been through many pain… injustice…suffer… humiliation