:/

I guess I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m in love with my girlfriend, but it doesn’t seem she loves me anymore. When were together it seems like she would rather spend all her time on her phone texting her friend Shawn, and not actually spending time with me. When we go to a mutual friends house, she just gets super drunk and basically ignores me all night. I hurt all the time. I hate this feeling. I wish it would just go away. I don’t want to feel like this anymore, but I don’t want to lose you either. I want to talk to you about it, but I’m afraid of the end results, because I truly, honestly, and will always love you. I don’t feel like I’ve done anything to deserve this. I give you everything I have, I drop everything on a moments notice to be with you, try to be attentive, I’m always there when you need help, but it seems like you’re nowhere to be found when I need you.

Just wanted to let you know how I feel. I don’t want to be broken anymore, but if being broken means I get to stay with you i’ll stay shattered until the day you decide to help put me back together, or sweep me under the rug entirely. <3ilysjnacp