About a year ago I started working at my dads catering company and it all started off fine until he started pushing me and giving me abuse, not that much physically a lot more mentally. It got to the point where I was cutting my wrists at least twice a week. One night it got so bad that I tried to drown myself in the bath. Luckily I got out just before I fell asleep. As time went by my wrists went un-noticed and working with my dad became easier. But working at functions I have to go out into huge rooms full of a huge amount of people and once I see the crowd of people I freak out, I just want to run and hide because there is so much people, I’m fine one to one but the big crowd I can’t handle. My dad is pushing to work at this and I just can’t bring myself to do it !