I always ask why me. I’m 16 and I just want it all to end. At fourteen I found the love of my life. At fifteen I was engaged and pregnant. I wasn’t ready for a baby but I was still excited. One night I get a phone calling telling me that my fiancé had died in a car wreck.three weeks later I lost my baby. I became anorexic I cut and burn myself every night and everytime I think ok this will be the last time but it never is. My parents hate me I live in my fiancés old house by myself. I’m so alone. I have no one. I just want all the pain the scars to end. I always think if I just go ahead an kill myself will I be with my baby and fiancé? I just don’t know what to do anymore.