i feel like im being judged by people everyone see’s me as that girl that knows everything and no i dont have glasses or anything im just a normal girl that knows things. People see me as a girl that doesnt feel pain and makes everything a joke. And im grateful to everything i have i have awsome friends with a fabulous family, but i cry through things i dont even know why i just want to cry i wanna feel pain for i dont feel it later and im not emo because i try to look on the positive side. I cant help but feeling like i need to cry but hide it from everybody because i know their not gonna understand.