I want to feel pretty. I want to feel worthy to somebody. I want to feel beautiful all over again. I want to wake up with a smile on my face. I want to have somebody that is afraid to lose me. I want to look in the mirror and be proud of myself. I have nobody.. I have no one to talk to.. I don’t want to bother anyone with my problems.. I want to go see a therapist.. My best friend and I are drifting away, the guy I like thinks I’m desperate just because I wanted to hang out with him. We haven’t seen each other in 3 weeks.. He said he would still make time to see me no matter what, even if it’s just regular hanging out, with no sex involved.. I guess people can say whatever they want to say to make others believe in them, but have no intention to keep the promise.. Whatever right? Things change I just need to accept the fact that things change, life goes on. I feel so lonely in people’s company. I’m not good enough, not worthy enough, ugly and lonely. I just want to wake up and feel happy all over again..