So after 5 years you have stopped talking to me and this time I think it maybe for good…You have blocked me on facebook… although we were never friends on there you blocked me … It was my only way of sending you my thoughts.. cause if i message you my husband sees my phone bill and s***e hits the fan….Its all too farking hard… Is this for the best or is this just a way of saying if you really want me do something about it and not hide behind a screen…. OMG i dont know…My head and my heart are ripped in two… I love you Daniel and dont want to consider life without you in it… Do you have a love in your life is that also a possible reason….. I feel so alone so lost so sad…. Starting to think life is just a waste of time…