I don’t know why I am writing this here. I really want it to just get lost in the recesses of cyber-space, but I need to say it somewhere or I feel like…I don’t know, really. I suppose it would just feel wrong to leave it unsaid. I want to die. Sometimes, I hate myself so much I want to drive off the road and into a tree…smash my face into the window so that it breaks and I won’t have to feel it anymore. I am so tired. I do not want attention, or any comments or anything. I know it is vain to be so self-centeredly hateful, I just don’t know what else to do. I feel shameful.
I think I am just going to go to bed. Best wishes to everyone.