dead. my dad used to drink , my parents split up&ive started cutting myself. i just dont know what to do anymore. i want to bleed+bleed till it hurts more then i do inside , i can’t talk to my mum ,she just doesn’t understand. i dont want to eat because my sisters skinny&blonde&perfect, my mum treats her like a princess , then im just there. alone. a ‘selfish brat’, i feel like a waste of space? why dont i just leave and never come back?! noone would miss me. i dont see a point of living anymore…