Baby…God; I hope you’re ok. SS; I don’t know if you’ll read this because you almost NEVER catch my signals, you don’t know where to look to find where I say these things- but that’s not the point. Hon, we’ll have been together three years on September 12th, and your dad is obviously keeping us apart, hah; as if the distance wasn’t doing a good enough job, but you CAN’T JUST IGNORE ME LIKE HE WANTS YOU TO!!! I need to know your side of the story; what’s going on? What did he say? I can easily – EASILY – live without you, and that’s what scares me. Don’t make me have to, ‘cos I REALLY don’t want to. I love you, SS. But I doubt you see this; you never know where to look…
God; it’s been a week and I’m already going crazy, I want you so bad…yes, sometimes just sexually but emotionally too…what I wouldn’t give just to kiss you one more time. To remember what it was like when you were here. Come back. That’s all I can say now; just PLEASE…come back.
~AMA
P.S- I wish I could have sat least seen your new kitten. You said it looked like Cornflower.