I go away on Tuesday… a whole 5 nights in melbourne on my own …. well not entirely on my own … staying with my best friend over there… I messaged you and asked you to come over for the day or a night… I know you wont but hey what a dream if you did…Gosh I love you… I am going to buy you something over there and post it to you … I hope you dont mind…. I guess I will never know if you like it keep it or toss it aye…… I love you… I cant help saying it… Everywhere i drive I drvie in hope of seeing you painting the lines on the road… I hope and that your up here everyday just so i can see you… I should really pick up a phone and call you.. But i get nervous as to how i think you might react to that…Oh gosh being with out you does my head and heart in.. I love you DMF forever