these feeling i portray. sometimes i wounder are they real. they feel so forced and but still i feel repressed. am i capable of these emotions that come so freely to others. Im not entirely sure of anything. i stopped believing today. real things never end. like the world, energy or change. and everything ends in my life you cant hold on to people or events. you cant hold on to your emotions. for so long i thought i was so in love with you . now i can look upon your face and barely remember who you are. how did we get here. where are we, life it feels like a dream, i have awoken and can barely remember the pieces of my life that made it up for so long,