We have patched up. I hope you wont harbour resentment towards me. I love you so much. You mean so much to me. If I can’t have you in my life, I will seriously contemplate suicide because that is how significant you are to me. You might be worried about my guy friends. But the truth is that they can’t compare. I find so many things wrong with them simply because they aren’t you. You’re always in my mind. I love you the most baby.