I`m sure most of you got trough this ! It`s like when you madly love someone and you want to spend all the time with that person and the first thing you want to see when you wake up is his face, and at some point you think he loves you back but when this thing happens : “Stop being a pusher.It get`s me crazy ! ” you realize that the thouhts of him being in love with you were pretty wrong .. And this is the moment when you become messed up by thoughts and other bulls*** .. But the fact is ..You only have one life ? Why would i want to waste it like this ?