Sometime I may not know what to do exactly. Am I thinking too much or am I right about why his attitude may be like this. You know what’s best, I had so many things in my mind and yet I can’t write it or tell him. Right now I have a very very good friend to hold me, to be my side when I’m sad… I know this may be very very fake, but having my friend alone I am actually quite happy. At the very least when I need him he will be by my side. It seems real yet not. What I actually need is to say what I want to say~ I will be happy and I promise my friend that. I promise him never cry because my bf got attitude. It seems silly to just write anything on my mind, but very least I will not go crazy….