I miss you, but I don’t want to write you back or call you! You chose to leave us and to go to another country! I want you to be happy and I hope you will find happiness over there, but to be honest you made this choice and by leaving you send us the message that we weren’t good enough. The reason why I don’t want to talk with you, because to me you are FAKE, you did it over and over again trying to trick me into let me believe that you love me but in fact you dont! You say I am not a child anymore, but I am never to old for a mother! You didn’t understand why I find it so hard that you were leaving! Well you should be happy that I don’t feel the same anymore!