Write your thoughts/feelings here…I live with my boyfriend for 3yrs n I feel like strange in this house sometimes.. I was married for 10 yrs and i never felt that i was stranger. In 3 yrs he never told me that le lives me. He said if he tells me that he lives me I’m going to possess him. He said i should only love God. Sometimes i tell him that i want to have a child; I’m getting old I’m 34. He tells” bring a child in this world suffer”. It hurt my feelings when he tells me that. And i don’t know how to replied his answer. I feel like failure ;I’m not working right now i help him at his business. I’m also in school; i fell stock; im trying to not let my self down
Every day i think podutive; but my buttie is runing out
I applied for few programs in my college ; i didn’t get accepted; my GPA is really low 287 and also I withdrawal do many classes and i took over. That looks ugly . No other college wants to accept me. I just applied for this program that on waiting. I’ve being praying so much. I need this; to renew my batteries; to make me strong again. Feeling hopeless; lonly. I’m thinking if i don’t get in. I might going back to my country of origin. I’ve no one here. I love USA its also my country. I feel humility by this guy. I’m just waiting for this semester to be done then i can make any decisions