All of my friends are so pretty. I feel ugly. I feel I’m not worth a penny. They’re so beautiful inside out I’m so jealous. Why are they so perfect? Why can’t I be just a bit like them? I’m so jealous. I’m ugly and worthless. People don’t give a s*** about me because I’m wasting their time. I don’t know what to do, I’m not anyone’s special I can’t be anyone’s special. I’m just someone he knows. I mean nothing to every one..