FINALLY! A place where I can write “what’s on my mind” without worrying and having the freedom to write anything!
Anyway, I’m stuck alone here in my apartment trying really hard to accomplish my TTD and not to waste my weekend just like how I wasted my past weekends…
Lately, I just feel so problematic with everything! I think since I decided to start living on my own. The silence when I’m alone just leads me to thinking from one thing to another and the thinking never ends!
Honestly, I don’t know the purpose of my life anymore! Doing the same routine everyday, working hard but still having endless financial problem, having a very complicated love life that inspite of it’s complications I just can’t give up, and no REAL friend by my side! Everything is just so messed up…