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I don't know but I hate tests and competitions , Like I have no will and interest in it or to take part in that stuff….Like I wanna be my best self and I also heard that competitions and tests shape you, make you reach your potential and also push you to do beyond your potentials …BUT LIKE I HATE TESTS, SINCE I STARTED LEARNING!!!! Like the scenario didn't change at all, I used to write very lil earlier and now also and ALWAYS fail (And idk y , I don't mind failing*slaps forehead*)

ALSO IDK Y THE FAQ I AM HELLA LAZY!!! LIKE IT AIN'T SOME MERE HABIT I COULD CHANGE, IT FEELS LIKE IT'S EFFING ENGRAVED IN MY CHARACTER/PERSONALITY !!! UGHHHHHHH