so i dont rlly know where to start i have a lot of things to say but at the same time not in that much
so this weekend i came to my old city to see my "partener" r whatever and i sleeped over with her we had no sex nothing we just maked out and stuff this person was my crush now fr 3years and she sais that she loves me and i told her back that i do to and she sais that she want to be my gf but something is not happen right she told me that shes in rs and shes gonna break up with him its just she have a lot of issues so i didnt meanded this and told her its was okay but still she want me to stay making out with her and stuff and now evry time we do something (even when she wasnt in rs) at the end she beg me to say anything to anyone i feel smth is not okay and i feel like i embrasse her
and now i just cant do this anymore i feel its toxic fr me but at the same time i dont want to loose her