I have almost everything a person can want, n mostly I have money n tons of it but nothing feels real now. Care n love I get from people now feels fake becuz I know most of them apart from my family they feel untrue but yet I feel the need to be. Loved n cared by atleast one of them woman preferably. I have my gf but her emotions feels fake to me. This is not an invitation it's a memo to self to lose feelings n live reality